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I'M 16!......
& I'M LEGAL!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO ME!

aloha!
alright, alot has happened since thursday. i did indeed go to youth group thursday. Kevin and Mike picked me and LeeAnn up about 7pm-ish. it was awesome, and leeann had alot of fun. weeee. at the time my mother still didnt give me and answer about rock the universe. so... leeann spent the night and we just hung out, twas fun.
friday there wasnt school due to hurricane frances. and thats ok. but i helped around my house. and... *drumroll* mom gave me the ok to go to rock the universe and signed the permission slips.  yay! i emailed them to mike that night so he could print them and give them to John Michael.
saturday we were stuck inside becuase of the hurricane. 
sunday, we got to go back home, and my house never lost power. my grandma stayed over a couple nights, because her power was out, and thats where i originally was, but when the power went out we left. so sunday night mike came over also, and we hung out, it was good to see him. definitely relaxing too.
monday leeann spent the night, and we went to walgreens cause i needed batteries and leeann got the hairbrush thing she wanted. lol....we had so much fun walking there. it was hilarious! we watched new york minute at like 2am it was awesome!
tuesday, leeann and i wanted to go the beach but that didnt work out as planned because my mom had to pick my grandpa up from the hospital. he went in for surgery, and it turns out thats during the surgery, he had a stroke, but we got lucky, hes ok. he cant talk well, and his left eye isnt working well, and neither is his right hand... but hopefully rehab will work. well... me and leeann hung out, i cleaned up before my mom came home, and mike came over and hung out. he gave me a massage, it felt so good. he seriously spoils me... :) twas a good time. jesse took leeann home, and kevin picked mike up later. and i got ready for bed... cause well... we actually had school wednesday.
Wednesday not too much happened went to my classes... and came home with a ton of homework. and i mean a ton. i had a whole poster i had to do, which sucked, and then i had math too, and i was just incredibly stressed, but things worked out ok.
today... i cant go to youth group, because i have another project to do, but since im going to rock the universe i have to do it before i go. not much happened in school today, not much at all. hmmm..... yep... my oh so interesting life. oh! btw... i will only be updating this in school probably starting soon, cause we cant afford to pay the cable bill at all. poor white folks in a rich neighborhood... kinda ironic. oh well. ill live... hopefully. lol. ok well thats about it... oh and
6 DAYS UNTIL MY SWEET SIXTEEN!

so yea now thats all... hasta luego!

keep on rockin' kids!

so yea, im back here in class... weee! lol, so lets see whats been going on in the life of el kasey-o! hehe...

tuesday.... was ok, pictures suck, but thats ok, other than that, it was a normal day. not much happened.... nothing to memorable i guess.... cause i dont remember anything. lol.
wednesday... also didnt do much, it rained, so i stayed inside, and umm yea did the kitchen, i took a nap, and yea, thats about it. i studied for my algebra 2 test. grrr... i hate math. so i also cant use the phone today because i was on till like 10:30 last night with mike, and she got mad at me! whatever! oh, and mi madre got her license! yay!
today...thursday... is youth group, although i dont know if i shall be going tonight, because my gran dfather went in the hospital this morning, to have surgery on the main artery. so im praying hes ok. i havent heard anything yet of course. but when i get home, im supposed to secure the yard so its hurricane proof, just in case..... cause yes... we have yet ANOTHER hurricane not far from us.... good lord, when do they stop coming? who knows? but yea. i want to go home, get that done, and hopefully mom wont be feeling too tired to drive me to YG.*knock on wood* but i think she will be, so i probably dont get to go tonight, unless i can get somone to pick me up. i dont know, i just REALLY want to go. just like i REALLY want to go to Rock the Universe!!!!!!!! its going to be so awesome. David Crowder, Audio A, Relient k, everlife, newsboys, seven places! at islands of adventure! 2 nights!  aaahhhhhh i want to goooooo! *crosses fingers* hopefully mom will let me go. its $90... but mike said hed pay it, as a birthday present kinda thing! yay! weee.... its all up to mommy now!!! ok well i better go, theres only about 4 mins left in class.... so i love ya all! ill update soon....

hey stef... guess what.... I MISS YOU! (and i got stories!!!!! oh man, i have stories *wink*)

Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
That's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love

She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
Love

Pretty girl, pretty girl

Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
You can never get 'em out of your head

It's the way
That he makes you cry
It's the way
That he in your mind
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
Love

well, yesterday was awesome.
we went to a coffee place right after we got off kiras bus, it was great. then we went back to her house and made her mommy and daddy a anniversary gift, and they liked it. it was like a picture book thingy. then we went swimming and bonded while floating on the rainbow worm. then we took a bath in kiras jucuzzi tub, and we put bubbles in, and managed to fit 4 people in there. we then shampooed each others heads, shaved kiras legs, and jensen cut 4 or 5 inches off my hair. its crazy, its alittle uneven now, but not too noticable, ill get someone to fix it later.
so then i came home, got showered and whatnot, and mom had a cookout, so leeann and mike came over, plus julie and kayla, so we had fun, although i fell asleep next to mike for like 40 mins, i was curled up into a ball. so then i woke up, hung out a bit, and then kayla and julie had to go, so mike and leeann and i went to el parke. twas good. so we came back home, i did dishes, and then leeann did hw, and used the comp, so me and mike watched whatever my sister was watching before bed, which happened to be black beauty. i fell asleep on and off during the movie. and me and mike talked for like 2 hours-ish, and cleared things up. its so good to know the communication is good, its kinda the key to any relationship. weee....... so then he left, i did a few things and then talked to him about tomorrow. cause tomorrow is mikes 16th birthday. wooo go him. so im going over there tomorrow. and i shall see my mike-ness. yay. ok well i think im going to go its 3:21am, and i need sleep like crazy! so hasta luego mis amigos.

~*~You've come so far since that time when you let
Your first boy in,
And you do it so carelessly,
As if you had no self esteem,
A victim of apathy,
But you don't care what people say about you...~*~

well well well, im back updating. finally.

woo so lets see.... tuesday i went to mike's house. we studied, and hung
out. i had alot of fun, i think he did too. but that was about all i did.

wednesday i went to school, i had to cancel on max so we didnt get to hang out before he left for austrailia. which makes me quite sad, but i shall see him when he gets back. indeed. but wednesday i went SWING DANCING! hehe. i havent been in sooo long. and i was ready to dance forever. oh my gosh, i put so much energy into every move, well except for the slow songs. even McCall was impressed. i think i danced with him 4 different times. now that i can keep up and all. lol. after one of our dances his exact words were "god damn, thank so very much for that dance." lol, that is one of the best things McCall can say to you. i danced with John, Frank, Alan, Ed and a couple others too. it was so awesome. so im definately going there on my birthday (September 15!!!) and anyone and everyone is invited. hehe i cant wait, swing dancing on my bday, cant get any better. so anyway, after dancing, missy, alan, and i went to steak and shake. and i ate so much. it was great.i had a strawberry shake, and the All-American platter with chili and fries. just thought id share. it rocked my socks.... and i suppose my taste buds too.

Thursday i was supposed to go to Youth Group, cause my mom promised, but she needed help, so she "promised" i can go next week. lol. uh huh. yup.

so today is friday, and in first we finished a movie and got assigned an
essay due monday on the tuskegee study and the people involved. its crap,but i started and finished the essay in second block, cause well, it was drivers ed, and i was at fishers class. so i did that. so now all i have
to do is guire's work, it isnt much, im going to try to do it this class.
after school im going to kiras with emily and lauren. i cant wait, lol, this
could get scary. it should be fun. so i guess thats all. love ya all. have
good weekend kids.

~*~Your hands are on me,
Pressing hard against your jeans,
Your tongue in my mouth,
Trying to keep the words from coming out,
You didn't care to know who else may have been you before.~*~
 

so today is going ok. i woke up in at 4:50 and called mike, and woke him
up, and then i used the comp until 5:30. got ready... got to school ON TIME or once! my bus wasnt late. i was happy. 1st we didnt do much, that dragged on forever, but i did find out the test i took yesterday in there i got a 60% on. good job! but bartle's making me retake it. so i have to
study terms and metric conversions tonight. fun stuff.
2nd block i drove! lol... it was scary. i didnt kill anyone, arent ya proud?
i did almost run a stop sign, i saw it, but it didnt register and shuman
stopped for me.lol. and i need to work on my turns... i have a long way
to go.
3rd went by fast. it was really weird, i was understanding the problems, and next thing i knew the class was over.its like that when i get it. i have
a chapter test on that on thursday, so i need to study tonight. and tomorrow.
4th i did my typing and yea, thats all i ever do in here. lol. but i finished
it.
so after school im going over to mikes house, to ummm study and whatnot.
so yea *crosses fingers* hopefully we wont miss his bus.
AHHH sugarcult just came on, I MISS YOU STEF! hey you know what?? warped tour 2005! how cool does that sound??? cant wait, u better be down here.i love ya so much and i hope u have a damn nifty time at the anniversary show, i want to go twice! grr. oh well.
alright kids, i will be going. just because, well i have math to finish.

~*~Can I Be Your Memory?~*~

so yup,
dont u hate it when u wake up extremely happy... and then its gets COMPLETELY ruined 5 mins later?? im so fucking pissed.
ok sorry, i was told i could go to mikes today after school, cause guess what??? im failing math!!!! and jesses not home enough to help me, and mom doesnt know how. but im supposed to do it. so i decided to get mikes help, and she agreed last night. seriously this makes me so damn mad. so kaseys failing math this year you guys. and at this point, i dont give a damn, its not my fault now, i tryed to get help.
so im glad u guys are all still alive, and friggin happy charley didnt hit us. mike still spent the night friday though. he didnt feel like going home, and we wanted to hang out more. so yeah. ummm that was friday, mike came over to my grandparents house, and then back to mine. saturday around 1:30 he went home, after we made a huge breakfast. lol. i was too tired the rest of the day, so i just watched a movie and that was it.
sunday i went to church, then to leeanns grandmas condo. i got tanner! we hung out, ate lunch, went swimming, then went back to leeanns house and i helped her with geometry.  came home, did my homework, and helped around the house. got ready fro bed, called mike, argued with mom, fell asleep happy. and fuck that! like anything goes my way these days....
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

~*~Parents just dont understand~*~

well first we spelled the name of it weird. but right now thats not the concern. charley willl be a catagory 3 hurricane sometime tomorrow, and the eye should hit about 8pm i believe. but well start getting lots of wind and rain anywhere between 12 and 2 i think. so you guys, if ur reading this, try and let me know how u are, and since i will be evacuating due to the many windows in my house, i will try to keep in touch with you guys too. be safe, be careful, my friends mean the world to me, i dont want to lose you over some hurricane with a oddly spelled name. ok so im over-reacting a bit, but thats what girls to best, so there. lol.

just be careful. i love you all. good luck.

~Kasey~

so i definately didnt get to go to youth group. but thats the damn hurricane's fault.
so anywho, today school was semi enjoyable... but it was only cuz i thought i was going to mikes house. i was all excited. so first block we had a discussion on surrogacy (sp?) and other medical type things. me, jackie, mor, and daniel were joking around and whatnot, twas fun. and we had a fire drill... so i was running up to kira, and i put my arms around her neck, and jumped up, i thought she had me but... dun dun dun.... i fell flat on my back, and she fell face forward. it was soooo funny, i couldnt stop laughing. to top it off, and bunch of out friends, including matt, emily, and mike came over and just stood there and smiled, or commented "so that was smooth" it was great! i started the day off with a smile.
2nd block shuman took drivers out so me and kayla went to fishers class for contactness.. lol. and we just hung out, he was giving a calc. test so we had to be very very quite. shhh. but we had fun anyhow.
3rd i did math and read a book that shannon let me borrow. its pretty good, the writers cool, its on christian relationships, and how they dont last. i find that ironic.
4th i did my typing, oh my bob did my fingers hurt like crazy, i couldnt believe it.
so after school i went to the hallway, called my mom, she told me i had to come home, and so i almost threw the phone at the wall, and then i remembered it wasnt mine. so she promises i can go next week.... uh huh.
so i came home, and i did a few things, and then i drove to my grandmas house, so i only ran a stop sign, and parked horribly and braked a tiny bit to fast when i was parking. so yes, i need MAJOR improvement, but i know i can do better, ive done better before. i mean lindsey was in the back seat commenting, making me laugh, and it made it harder to drive. made me mad. grrr. so i cam back and did things to prepare for hurricane charley. yay. (pssst... note the sarcasim) so basically i hate hurricanes, im mad at them i guess you could say, and ive been pissed off since i got home, and disapointed myself in my driving, i can do so much better. grrrr. best part would be we dont have school tomorrow, cancelled. i would have much rather had a snow day though. :( ok well thats all, mike might spend the night these next couple nights, i dont know depends where hes evacuating to, he has to being he lives on mad beach. supposedly by 6:00pm today and its 5:35 now. hmm... i dont know. but yea im done, theres a good chance i wont be updating these next couple days... be safe kids!
to all those in FL.... live for me.
to all those not in FL.... lucky bastards.
~*~Rock Away~*~ (not to be confused with float away which is what well all be doing soon)

*crosses fingers* PLEASE let me be able to go to Mike's house and youth group tonight.

you know... i was just thinking about last year, and how this year sucks so much in compairison. i miss people. and i wonder how some are doing, i dont get to talk to them as much as id like. i do sometimes wonder what
happened, i mean i know its my fault, but why? grrr, frustration. i dont know, i just wish i knew. everytime i think of last year, i think of falling in and out of both love and lust. its so weird. i guess i just miss talking to him... especially when im doing math. algebra 2 sucks so much!

anyway, before i get to um, specific i think ill go on...

did u know that u can sell human hair for up to $500 for 10 inches? its crazy! the things u learn in 1st block. 2nd i watched movies, did summeries, and took two tests. i get my permit today... yes TODAY! lol. and tonight jesse's taking me driving. hehe. yay. weee. 3rd, i did a hell of alot of math i dont understand... it sucks. grrrrr. 4th i did my assignments for typing, and now im here after writing lyrics down that i thought were
damn nifty. not my lyrics though. i sadly have had writers block for along
time, well poem-wise anyway. i have a journal i write in all the time. i started it august 1st. and i think im like 20 pages through it, and theyre
big pages, so go me! woo!

well i guess thats all, my and my oh so interesting life. oh well, i am
supposed to go to mike's tomorrow and then youth group, but it depends on the weather, damn tropical storms. and friday its kiras for the night with
mandi and jensen. yay! were just gonna hang out and pig out! lol, thats
what you get when u get a bunch of teenage girls together. i might go downtown saturday with mandi and kayla, so kayla can see robb. lol. ok
tis all for today. oh ONE MONTH AND 4 DAYS TIL MI CUMPLEANOS! hehe.

~*~I miss MY Stef~*~

back in fourth again. i was too damn tired to update this morning, no like there's much to update. so yesterday, mike thought the bus came later and so, we missed the bus. so it was odd... hes all upset, and i have a smile on my face, things werent that bad. it was ok. and so i told him that, and we ended up getting a ride to his house from mr. scharf. so that was cool. hes a pretty cool teacher. i might actually take his class... well i dont know, im not really into avation/aerospace but thats ok. so we got to mikes house, and i did my homeowork, and that was about it. so ha! for all of you out there who thought that anything would happen because we were in a house alone, you were wrong! and besides i told my mom i would be good, and if i want to go over there again, i dont want to break that trust.

so 1st block we took more notes, and i wrote a really long note to shannon. 2nd block we took 2 tests. both chapter 3 and chapter 2. grr. oh well. 3rd we took a test, algebra 2 sucks, and i suck at it. i need help, im
going to have fisher for my contact teacher for drivers ed, and hey, it
conveniently comes before my math class... tutoring class! yay! lol 4th i did typing again. *yawn* its so boring. i havent seen mike today, and that makes me sad. he wasnt here this morning, i wonder if his bus was late, or he missed his bus, or just didnt feel like going to school.i dont know. well thats all... hasta luego kids!

*MY BIRTHDAY IS IN ONE MONTH AND FIVE DAYS!*

So Kayla came over Friday, we ordered a pizza, bought Mountain Dew,
hung out, bonded, gossiped, and had tons of fun. we made brownies,
muffins and pancakes in the morning. twas kick ass. then later Mike,
and Kyla cam over. Kyla mowed my lawn, dude that kid rocks my socks.
so i got to spend along time with mike. They both ate dinner at my
house that night. homemade pizza. i had pizza two nights in a row, but
thats ok. im not complaining, just stating the facts. mike didnt leave
until 1am... he was going to spend the night, but things didnt go right.
my mom offered to let him spend the night whenever. weird.. i didnt
expect that from her. but its totally awesome! weee.

sunday i didnt really do much, studied for algebra 2. i hate that
friggin class. grrrr. lol.

mandi's mommy is in the hospital, best wishes to her. shes having surgury

so um, today not much is happening. i need to take my waiver to the
DMV soon, very soon. umm 1st block we took notes upon notes, and i
wrote shannon a letter. 2nd, we listen to mr. shuman talk allllllllllll
class looooooong. and trust me, it was long. grr. 3rd, we did math, and
i did my best not to sleep.now here in 4th block, i finished the typing
lessons i was supposed to do, with time to write this still. weeee...
go me. so after school im going over to mikes house, and jesse's picking
me up after work.yay."these  hearts they race, with self control..." i need to have some of that, self control i mean.im sooooo hungry.

oh dude... today me and kayla went to try to get mr. petrikin as our
contact teacher, and he goes "not to be rude, dont take this the wrong
way... but you look like you lost weight." i was all smiles, when people
notice, it so rocks my socks. hehe. ok well im done for today. later all.

~Keep Rockin' Kids!~

well, once again, not much has happened. i did pass my drivers tests yesterday. so that made me happy.  babysitting my sisters was a pain, they dont listen, the yell, grrr... frustration it the only thing that came out of that.  so that was about the highlights of my day. nothing to interesting.

so i havent felt like me lately i just havent. i mean, well, ive been semi-depressed. but not really, theres nothing wrong, but i have that feeling like its just another crappy day, no matter how optimistic i try to be. im hoping the weekend will make me feel better. ::sigh:: i dont know, i just wish i knew why ive felt like this lately. grrr. and on top of it, of course im not happy that i dont get to see my boyfriend as much... you just have to love highschool. grrr and i guess i should probably get ready for it.

kaylas coming over tonight. yay, so this should make me happy... it better!!!!! lol. and hopefully mike on saturday or sunday. wait... not hopefully.... definitely. (its my optimisim kicking in.... weird huh?) ok laterness...

^I _MISS ^MY _STEF

hola, well its safe to say yesterday was entirely boring as hell. i didnt do much, my classes bore me, and i miss mike all friggin day. why am i complaining? grrrr... i hate complaining. ok, on a brighter subject...

i went to take the garbage out, and warn lindsey (since she was walking up the street) that mom was mad cause she was late getting home. so as im walking in that direction. kevin pulls up, mike gets out, and kisses me and hands me a rose. lol... that made my day so much better. SO MUCH BETTER! hehe.

so i have to babysit tonight, yay...  i said that in a previous entry i believe. oh well its my lack of short term memory. anywhooo. i better get ready for school. love ya all. and any ideas for my birthday this year? anyone?

well, yesterday at home was somewhat annoying. i dont know why but i was snapping at everyone, i just didnt want to hear it, i was tired and school just started, it was crap, but i did my best to suck it up and get over myself. i hate melodrama.... and boy is it coming on hard this year.... you can already tell. not good. oh well what can i do. so i was supposed to go to youth group thursday, and i cant due to my mom has a date. its kinda weird, im just not used to her dating, but im happy for her which is why there is no way in hell im going to make it the least bit unenjoyable for her. as long as shes happy. so school..... grrrr...... its sooooooo boring. oh well... schedule....

1st block: Bartle~~~ 2nd block: Shuman~~~ 3rd Block: Guire~~~ 4th block:Lovette

and once again....i dont have classes with any of you. i dont like the way this year is turning out already, it also seems a few people are agaisnt mike and i, primarally john. but john will live..... grrrrrrr... ok im leaving before i get mad.....time to wake my ass up....

I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU!

[b]AND I MISS YOU STEF!! [/b]